Day 5 — Your dreams

My dreams ? They have all come true .

Well , most of them(:

I've been cheering since 2nd grade, and i think that's an extremely long time. Cheerleading is my life<3 and i wouldn't trade it for the world. Once i entered high school i knew that i wanted to be captain for freshman cheering , jv , and varsity. The only problem is that on varsity, juniors are generally not captain. It's always seniors and its been that way since i could remember. Well , this year , as i enter my junior year , I am varisty captain<3 That was one of my biggest dreams and it came true.
Now that i'm captain , i couldn't be any happier. But , as i think about it , i want to be captain my senior year. It would be absolutely amazing to be senior captain. Not gonna lie , being homecoming queen would be amazing aswell (; But those dreams just sparked up recently. So i'll keep dreaming and hopefully next year my dreams could come true.
On another note , there's one dream that has yet to come true or even partially come true. I'd like to have a boyfriend , more than anything right now. I'm honestly afraid that if i don't find someone soon that i'll just be alone forever. When i say that people think i'm crazy , but its how i feel. Everyone has their 'high school sweethearts' and then there's just Me. I have everything i ever wanted, i'm a strong and independent woman and i know i don't need a man in my life to make me happy .. But honestly? It wouldn't hurt to have someone to keep me warm at night, someone i could run to to tell all my stories to, and just someone to kiss me and mean it <3

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Helene ;
I love you double-much. I remember all the times we spent together but now that's all gone. We hardly have any good times together anymore and I hate it, butwhatever. When you were just w/ Aaron everything was pretty good but now w/ Aidan there's no time for anything. I'm not trying to be selfish but I reallly wish you had more time for me. I guess those college trips we were planning are just going down the drain.

Janet ;
I love you. But i think something fishy is going on and you won't tell me letalone anyone for that matter. Regardless I always stand by your side. I think you should know by now that Vincent is the best thing that has ever happened to me. You do so much for me i really don't know how i could ever thank you.

Stephanie ;
It's safe to say we hate eachother and that we don't get along. Lmao but seriously, i never liked you and i still think you were switched at birth but whateverrr. I hate all the things you do and the desicions you make. I reallly don't know why you do half the things you do. I love leighla and orion , don't get me wrong , but you're ridiculous for wanting to move again for the like seventh time and if you marry chris and have any other kids .. you best believe i'm personally kicking you out of the family <3

Day 3 — Your parents

Mommy ;
We fight a lotttttttt and the only thing I really got from you was my boobs and my butt .. Thanks (; But I do love you whether you know it or not. I couldn't see my life any other way without fighting with you. I love driving around with you and I'm toatlllly sorry I made you drive through the monsooning weather today to fulfill my need and get Taco Bell (:

Daddy ;
I'm sooo much like you it's ridiculous. I look more like you too (; With work and alll I know you've been stressed and I hardly see you anymore and honestly , I hate it but you'll never know that. I do love you and I'll always be here to sneak upstairs and get White Castle or any other type of food with you (:

Day 2 — Your Crush

Hm , totallllly wish I had a crush to write abouut .. Lmao

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

My best friend is Elizabeth Singer <3

This girll has been there throuughh it all ! We started cheering together many , many , many moons ago & I was her backspot. We still cheer together , ( Not so sure if we're continuing our cheering together :( ) but I'm still her backspot and regardlessss I always have her back ( ; In like seventh grade I dated her brother and when we ended our relationship I remember thinking and worrying about my relationship with her. I lost one relationship that I cherished and kept close to my heart and I wasn't abouutta loose another. I tell her soo much that I kinda think she knows me better than myself. I know that wherever life takes us , We'll still be close at heart and we'll alwayss find a way to talk or get together. I thought that this summer was gunna be just like the rest , where I never see her anymore and we hardly talk . But both of us text each other and try to communicate in any way possible and I see her a lotttttt ( : E , I love you !!

Time sure does fly , When you're not paying attention .

I haven't wrote on here since last year ? And believe me , SO much happened . I read the other posts' below and I do recall alll the things I had to catch you up on , but now there's even more .

Things are different now , People are different , and I'm facing different sitautions everyday ...

So , there's this thing I found on Tumblr , But I want to do it here -

Write a blog in letter form to:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


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